I no longer sabotage myself.
I asked Spirit to remove people from my life who were no longer for me and the silence that rang from my phone was loud.
Contacts I thought would be so lively at this point in my career are dead.
Family, friends, and lovers alike fall in the shadows of the past; with love.
The impulse to reach out for attention of habit was the most difficult issue my ego had to digest.
Each time a phone call went unanswered or plans rejected, I was sent into deep reflection.
Questioning the value, credibility, and intimacy of the connection.
Did I really care at all?
To be honest, I didn’t.
In the past my ego got the best of me but not this time.
There are other sources that deserve my attention.
I no longer push when the past pulls.
I stopped creating false expectations.
The lies I told myself could no longer be recited as I had grown bored with the drama and inconsistency.
I feel no way that I won’t satisfy shallow promises made naively before all truth was revealed.
If we no longer align, it’s just not our time.
The present is the only gift I open.
I let go of history.
It is no longer my pleasure to be of discomfort for the sake of others who only want me for the benefit of themselves.
I send you Moore love as I heal in peace.
Orisha Sevyn ♥️