Character 1166

I have finally bled dry from the lack of hope for those who continue to resist.
I’ve left my heart open and held space for heaviness that has kept me stagnant for too long.
Failing to use this river full of tears released from extreme disappointment to cleanse my naive eyes.
I continue to deceive and betray only myself.
Everything I lacked caused me to react in my lowest of ways.
Engaging in extreme and narcissist behaviors that continue to generate Spiritual blockages and tons of delays.
I surrendered and prayed.
Conscious that I had quickly lost my way trying to focus on monetary gain that would not make me feel warm after constantly being left out to freeze in the cold.
I grew up in the conditions of Chicago’s winters but this storm was getting kinda old.
I should’ve showed you how I felt from the very beginning but my need to exaggerate got the best of me.
Plumping you up on facades as I grew thin; withering away because you fulfilled me none.
The bone I loved to pick, I now wanted to chase no Moore.
The tricks I performed to ignite the chase of the dog; I now retire.
See this new cat here would rather pur under the fur of my own skin.

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